I dream of a lifetime with my little one. I want to be around when he becomes a father. I want to point at his child and say 'this is exactly what you used to do, when you were his age'. I want to share the rest of my life with him. but I know I may not be able to be around. Situation has taught me to think otherwise.
the fate of our relationship is not in our hands, but chotopakhi remember that where ever you are, however you are, I will always love you. remember that you will always be special to me. If I have to rip open my heart to protect you, I will; no questions asked.
Little one, a time will come when you will loose trust in everything around you, and you will go around trying to put the blame on everyone near and dear to you. my son, dont despair. God burdens no one beyond his capacity. Be patient, there is always light at the end of the tunnel.
You were given to me in turbulent times, and I have faith in the Almighty's decision. I had decided to have you no matter what the future had in store for us. I knew very early on that I may not be able to provide you everything needed for your proper growth, but that does not keep me from wanting the best for you. Deep within I feel that you will be strong enough to take in whatever life throws at you. Allah knew everything, including the things you will be facing growing up, therefore he has made you likewise to be able to adapt to the upcoming conditions. Chotopakhi, when you are in the grimmest of situation, dont ask 'why me?' ask 'why not me?'. Make yourself understand that every passing thing in life is a test, and being patient is the only thing that matters. God thinks you can handle the pressure therefore he is only testing you.
I have always had faith in the truth. The truth has the power of revealing itself. Dont believe everything you hear, and most importantly don't believe something because you want to believe it. Only believe in the truth, and only the truth. People are so driven by perception that they loose hold of the truth, and that is the most dangerous.
Dont judge anyone, we are not the ones to judge others, we hardly have any clue what the other persons journey is about, what is going on in his mind, so why judge. Only because you disagree with someone, doesnot mean that the other person is any less than you, agree to disagree; everyone has their point of view and that is equally as important as yours!
Be a strong believer of 'karma' what goes around, does come around! be it a curse, be it a help. So only do your deed, dont keep score of what you get in return, because keeping records will only make you feel that you are not getting what you deserve. Believe me, everything gets compensated....everything!
Therefore learn to forgive. trying to get even never works. either one ends up getting hurt. You will meet people who will not jump the puddles, even if you cross the oceans for them. Forgive them, just forgive them. They are immature and lack wisdom, never try to get even with them, pray for them, and forgive them; but dont stop helping them. That they do not jump the puddles for you is their shortcoming, it has nothing to do with you. If you stop helping them, you bring yourself down to their level. Never stop doing what you believe in, be persistent in what you want to achieve. Achieve the right things for the right reasons and the right way. Don't go for the right things for the wrong reasons or the wrong way. The thing may loose value in the process.
That is all I have for you for today!
Chaos!
the fate of our relationship is not in our hands, but chotopakhi remember that where ever you are, however you are, I will always love you. remember that you will always be special to me. If I have to rip open my heart to protect you, I will; no questions asked.
Little one, a time will come when you will loose trust in everything around you, and you will go around trying to put the blame on everyone near and dear to you. my son, dont despair. God burdens no one beyond his capacity. Be patient, there is always light at the end of the tunnel.
You were given to me in turbulent times, and I have faith in the Almighty's decision. I had decided to have you no matter what the future had in store for us. I knew very early on that I may not be able to provide you everything needed for your proper growth, but that does not keep me from wanting the best for you. Deep within I feel that you will be strong enough to take in whatever life throws at you. Allah knew everything, including the things you will be facing growing up, therefore he has made you likewise to be able to adapt to the upcoming conditions. Chotopakhi, when you are in the grimmest of situation, dont ask 'why me?' ask 'why not me?'. Make yourself understand that every passing thing in life is a test, and being patient is the only thing that matters. God thinks you can handle the pressure therefore he is only testing you.
I have always had faith in the truth. The truth has the power of revealing itself. Dont believe everything you hear, and most importantly don't believe something because you want to believe it. Only believe in the truth, and only the truth. People are so driven by perception that they loose hold of the truth, and that is the most dangerous.
Dont judge anyone, we are not the ones to judge others, we hardly have any clue what the other persons journey is about, what is going on in his mind, so why judge. Only because you disagree with someone, doesnot mean that the other person is any less than you, agree to disagree; everyone has their point of view and that is equally as important as yours!
Be a strong believer of 'karma' what goes around, does come around! be it a curse, be it a help. So only do your deed, dont keep score of what you get in return, because keeping records will only make you feel that you are not getting what you deserve. Believe me, everything gets compensated....everything!
Therefore learn to forgive. trying to get even never works. either one ends up getting hurt. You will meet people who will not jump the puddles, even if you cross the oceans for them. Forgive them, just forgive them. They are immature and lack wisdom, never try to get even with them, pray for them, and forgive them; but dont stop helping them. That they do not jump the puddles for you is their shortcoming, it has nothing to do with you. If you stop helping them, you bring yourself down to their level. Never stop doing what you believe in, be persistent in what you want to achieve. Achieve the right things for the right reasons and the right way. Don't go for the right things for the wrong reasons or the wrong way. The thing may loose value in the process.
That is all I have for you for today!
Chaos!
