I prayed to have you

Dearest one
There will be some days when everything will fall apart. You will be questioning your fate, you will be questioning your parents and you will be feeling miserable. Ma wants you to remember the following words (specially the last three lines)  in those moments of depression.

I have actually prayed, and asked my peers who were going for hajj that year to pray to have you. Today I have the strength to let go everything because I have the thing that is most precious, most dear, and most valuable to me.....and it is YOU my dear jaanpakhi.

Love
Ma